Loyalty High

Wake Up! The buzzer in my head went off this week. More accurately stated — it exploded in my head this week. An alarm so incapacitating that, after a while, I couldn’t tell my screech from its shriek. Couldn’t separate my tremors from its vibrations. My innards from its nuts and bolts. I wonder what was going through the Creator’s mind, as He watched the final seconds roll by…tick tock…tick…”It’s time for her to wake up.” A timer timed to His perfection.

Loyalty High. They say Love is blind. I say my Loyalty wears tri-focals lol. I gladly shot Loyalty through my veins in unwavering allegiance to others. Often stretched beyond capacity, she remained Loyalty self-administered without coercion or expectation. Thinking I was doing a service, I awake now to the Truth — I was getting high alone.

Loyalty High. I need a refresher on the classes for Loyalty to Self – definitions, use it in a sentence, apply it properly in relationships. So, I must repeat a grade..again. Teacher God is reviewing the entire test with me. Even though it spans years, I’m sure a few bullet points will sum up the holes, fill the chasm, as I slap my forehead in disbelief of what I missed.

Hey little cockroach, I’ll do much better next time with the dead ends *smile*…See you outside the maze…….